Monday, May 31, 2010


Just to stray away from the srz bizzzz posts~

...*cracks up* 



Currently Listening To: Anya Marina - Move You (Heard it at work. Been stuck in my head ever since).

So I finished painting. I was planning green for the longest time, but in the end, I went for a deep violet. These flowers my mom planted inspired me. 

So Friday was spent painting. Mizu helped me. It was really funny to watch him paint. (And I mean that in the sweetest way possible). We bought painters tape to put around the rims of my windows and door, and he STILL managed to paint over them and onto the spots I wanted left alone. It reminded me of a little kid who couldn't color in the lines in their coloring books. It was really cute, but now I have to fix those spots before I paint there. XD I can't decide if I want the window and door rims to be gold or silver. I say gold because, yellow and violet are complementary; They look very nice together. I say silver because, it goes along with the colors you should be wearing during a ritual if you're a female. o.o (If you're wondering what that means, go right ahead and ask).

We did the first coat. Some spots we couldn't paint because spackle was still drying. XD In other words, it looked like crap after Friday night was done. Mizu put these cute hand prints on my wall. (Too bad I had to paint over them. ;.;). He also drew a "heart bunny" on my door, as he called it. I'm cool with that, since my door needs replacing anyway. (Don't ask. ;>>). 

So I worked Saturday, and when I got home, I continued painting. Mizu wasn't there this time; He was attending a graduation party. That lasted till about 1am. It looks so much nicer now. :) I really like it. It's a nice change from that yellow crap. Defiantly didn't do anything for my psyche. 

 I'm not doing anything tonight. I got home way too late, on account of District Managers being dick-weeds. I went to work at 12pm, and was suppose to close, and get out at 8pm. Then suddenly, the DM decides to make us stay open till 9pm, and leave at 10pm. 10 hour shift, not bad. (Really that's not the part I cared about). What I care about is having only 2 people close, including myself! When my manager told all the closing employees that they needed to stay longer, they all flipped and refused to stay. (Rich and I were the only ones who didn't give her a hard time). So we were the only 2 closing. -_-; What was the DM thinking? Maybe some warning would be nice, so there would be people scheduled! I was short handed all night, being the only one on cash dealing with crazies. Whatever~ Vickie (my manager tonight) called the GM and told him that he owes me and Rich. :3

So my plans for this week are as follows~ I need to buy gold (or silver) paint to finish off the painting portion of my project. Then I'll spend Thursday and Friday ripping up my floor. o_o I'm going to chizzle away the wood that's against my wall, instead of the little saw idea. If the floor under it is fixable, I'm going to buy wood filler and repair the nail holes. Then re-finish the floor. Hopefully that's the case, because that's WAY cheaper than getting a complete new floor put in. We'll see what the damage is. o_o 

After that, I'm just going to slowly replace my furniture. :3 Work my ass off and get a room I can finally relax in. (And not have rotting furniture and carpet). I'm going to theme the room to be geared towards my pagan beliefs. (A part of my life no one really knows about). I need something I can come home to and literally be "taken away" in. (If Mizu's up for it~). (J/k~).

Oh and by the way. Rira is my new wifey~ (Don't tell Mizu X3). She won a Necromancer Wrath, and I'm going to slowly buy it off of her~ It's so sexy. Muahaha~

We took these screen shots together. 

As you can see, I FINALLY got what I've been waiting for~ Flying Titania wings FTW! ^.^ My wish list for Suelita is finally done. (Except the demons I have yet to make her). 

P.S.: I'm still not over Isaac. (Castlevania: Curse of Darkness). If he existed, I'd jump his bones faster than a _________. (Insert clever joke here).  Hurry Mizu~ 

Friday, May 28, 2010

New Clan + New Life

In Megaten News: 
So after I left Rambo, I decided to join Cyberia, and help them out. A former submaster of Rambo, Lain, is the master of this clan. He's really cool, and what I really like about him, is that he doesn't let pointless drama get in the way. ;>> He stood by me, like a brother, when I was alone in the lost cause that was Rambo. He'd spend hours with me when I felt alone and needed someone to rant to. So how could I not repay the favor and come help him out in Cyberia?

When I first joined, I honestly thought no one liked me. (Cept Zel. We were buds for a long time). But that quickly changed and they started to warm up to me. I guess I had to prove myself to them that I wasn't just some random "highbie". Most of the clan is lowbies trying to get off the ground, and midbies trying to perfect themselves. Which is nice. I like being in a clan that isn't focused on Daisoujou's or annihilating people in PvP. Lain's trying very hard to make it a clan from the good old days, before Ichi Gold sponcering existed. That is what separates the good players from the high level noobs. I bet you a high level noob couldn't even do a Sugi Gold, or even solo a Sugi Silver for that matter...

Then I was made a submaster. I don't even know why to be honest. XD! I'm in the middle of a semi-break/getting my life together phase. When I go on, it's to chat for a few minutes and to check the Demon Snacks for cards. (Need one more Kushinada-Hime DX). I guess it's because Lain trusts me, and I have sub experience. But I'm kinda being a bad sub right now. o.o;

Also, some minor drama is stirring up, which I'm trying my best to completely avoid. XD; It's only with one person, who also likes to QQ when they're not the center of attention. Nice to know they pointed fingers at ex Rambo members as one of their reasons to drama all the time. I'd hardly call 3 active ex Rambo members in Cyberia a "Rambo Reunion". Whatever their jealousy is stemming from, it's ridiculous. Yay for more adults acting like children! XD! 

Either than that one bad apple, I really like this clan so far. ^.^ It's a shame I'm so unmotivated to actually play right now. DX I'm busy irl, and when it comes to logging on when I have the time, I just don't feel like playing. o_o I have demon projects I started, but have yet to take the next step. (Which is odd because, making demons is my favorite thing to do in this game. ;>>)
The first demon that I planned was an Inexpierenced Dominion with this skill set:
  • Anti-Melee
  • Anti-Long Range
  • Anti-Fire
  • Anti-Ice
  • Anti-Electric
  • Anti-Force
  • Mediarahan
  • Samerecarm
For the longest time, I had 20something DCM's sitting in my depo. So a week ago, I finally decided to get 90 DCM's registered. I finally did it. o.o (I'm such a procrastinator). And Suelita can officially solo Ichi Gold, so it shouldn't be that hard to level the demons I need, right? Well I don't feel like it atm! DX Ugh........W/e. I'll do it eventually. -_- (I have all the demons I need for the skills. All that's left is to level). 
I have another demon planned after that one. It'll be an Inexpierenced Sudama with these skills:
  • Maragidyne
  • Mabufudyne
  • Maziodyne
  • Mazandyne
  • Megido
  • Megidola
  • Megidoraon
  • 30% MP Boost
Again, TOO LAZY TO LEVEL! DX I'll do it eventually. ;>.>
So why have I not been playing as much? That brings me to the more important IRL news! :D

IRL News:
So after struggling to deal with USA's retarded economy, I finally found myself a new job! :3 Yeah yeah, so what if it's at Big Lots! I LOVE that store. I'm getting paid more than I was at Taco Bell and Friday's. It's also a lot easier and less stressful than my last jobs. I'm being promoted in a month and I get a raise every 3 months. It's also within walking distance. (Screw you Fridays. Taking the train + walking in crap winter weather). My fellow employees are hilarious. The mangers are just as cool. What more can I ask for? Oh yeah! Employee discount on already really cheap awesome crap! :D

This job came just in time too! I started a desperately needed project! I'm redoing my room, completely. My poor room has taken beating after beating, from litters of kittens that I've raised over the years. The last litter Paige ever had birthed only one kitten, Izzy. (The one that was born under my desk while I was hanging out with Cruxifer doing some run. Sorry Royce, I didn't name her after you. XD). 

Izzy ended up being more trouble than she was worth. She is a really sweet cat, but growing up, she never learned how to use the litter box. All the other kittens Paige ever had followed her example and learned how to go in dirt or soil. So why couldn't Izzy? I honestly think she's mentally special. ;>> She's really tiny, doesn't behave like a normal cat would, and she doesn't grasp simple concepts that should be embedded in a cats instinct. I do feel bad for her. She had no brothers or sisters to play with, and no one wanted her when it was time to give her away. I felt like I'd be the only person on Earth who would put up with her. And for a long time, I did. 

But as a result, I lived in what I call filth for a year. So I started this project this week. I already threw away most of my furniture. And yesterday I spent the whole day ripping my carpet out. (Thank god Mizu helped. XD). It was absolutely disgusting! The carpet smelt so bad, and the padding under the carpet was soaked in certain spots. So after all that was removed (and thrown out my window), I ran into a bigger issue. Some of the wood flooring was soaked too, but only in the one spot Izzy liked to pee. (I ended up learning how to contain her in one spot, so she could at least pee in one spot and I could put a garbage bag there or something).

When you look at my floor, it looks like long wood planks were nailed to it. It looked like there was floor under it. So Mizu decided to lift one of the smaller pieces. It turns out, there was a beautiful wood flooring done under it! What were the previous owners of my house thinking?! They ruined a perfectly good floor. Even if I lifted all the wood planks, there's nail holes all over the floor. QQ! (And now I have no choice but to remove the rest of it). Fine. I'll remove it, and get a new flooring installed on top of it. (I hate carpet ;>>).

But then I ran into another problem! My room is in the attic, which use to be one giant room, before my father put a wall up and split it into two rooms, which are now my room and my brothers room. he built the wall ON TOP of the wood planks. So when Mizu and I tried to rip out a piece, we realized those wood planks continued UNDER the wall and to the other side. I was like: FUCK!!! Now I have to find a way to saw along that wall, but not cut too deep into the real floor under it. UGH!!!!! Q.Q My sister said something about this tiny hand held saw she saw on TV. I need to look into that. -_- 

Today I'm painting. I'm going to Home Depot and Big Lots when Mizu gets home from work. I need to first get my check, then buy some paint rollers, brushes, and sand paper from Big Lots. (Cuz its mad cheap there :3). Then head over to Home Depot to pick up my paint and spackle. I want my room green, but I thought maybe it should be purple. I'll decide when I get there. ;>> So on today's agenda: spackle the little holes and paint my room! My walls look horrendous right now. I can't wait to finally get this done! 

Future plans? My mother works for a cleaning service, and she comes home with a lot of things the rich families are giving away. (They really like her). So last weekend she came home with a ton of nice REAL furniture. (You know, the heavy shit with real planks of wood, not packed wood chips ;>>). She gave me the night stand, and next week she's picking up a desk and a dresser. I'm getting those two pieces! So that crosses off things I need to buy! As for my floor, I need to find a way to cut along the wall to remove those planks of wood nailed to my floor. Then I'm probably going to call a flooring service to install a new floor for me. (Like Empire or something). Removing shit is easy. XD Installing the new floor is beyond me. (Painting and fixing holes is easy too. ;>>). 
My buy list goes as follows:
  • Bookshelf
  • Desk Chair
  • TV Stand
  • Bamboo Window Blinds
  • Curtains
  • Matching Comforter
  • Bed and Mattress (This is defiantly last on my list. ;>>).
This is going to take a while. I need to save save save! Thank god my new boss likes me. I'm already getting more hours.  Eventually I'll think of more things. Eventually I need to get my drivers license (already have the permit), and look into getting into a trade school or something. ;>>
So after all of this, you can see why I have no time to bullshit around on Megaten anymore. XD (Or any game for that matter DX). It's less drama I don't need to deal with at the moment. ^.^
Moral of the story kids: IRL > MMO

Side note: God I really want to play Castlevania. Mizu needs to go beat it faster! D=

Clearing Things Up?

So I decided to make my own blog. Why's that? At the end of the day, I will always have myself. I use to post on Rambo's clan blog, a blog that I started for what I thought would be a clan that could last and stay strong. I was wrong. Looks like I've finally realized that drama will always make it's way to the surface, no matter how close you are (or thought you were) to your friends. It was like Cruxifer all over again. (With it's own differences of course).

A lot of ex Rambo members, members from my new clan Cyberia, and other people that knew Rambo, always wonder what happened, and ask me for the story. I give them the basics: drama, QQing, no one giving a crap, Kishow is an asshole, etc. Then I figured that I should just make one final "closing statement". (So if anyone else asks me, I'll just link them to my blog. ;>>).

The first signs of Rambo's problems started with dope: A.K.A.: personal problems he QQd over and took it out on Rambo. What's sad is that the whole drama he started shouldn't have even affected our clan. It's just one person, QQing over feeling left out when he made no effort to include himself. I make myself perfectly clear when I say: I will not purposely exclude anyone, if they make the effort to talk to me. Attention is a 2-way street.

Dope and Ayumi (Seta, Anura) were originally dating. Dope left Agito and joined Rambo to be with her. All was good until he started QQing to Ayumi about how he wants to leave. Of course she asked why, and then it turned ugly.

First and foremost, we're not going to make you a sub master just because you're dating the clan master. If you're seriously going to QQ over that, then actually make an effort to help out and earn your spot, like everyone else did. (It clearly was not a popularity issue, because people who weren't doing their jobs got unsubbed. ;>>). Now with that said, he still tried to pry into our sub meetings (with clear hints to gtfo), and tried to change our clan to something it was not. We never made the clan with the intention of being some epic elitist clan, but just for close friends and anyone who wanted to join, relax, and hang out with us. (Sorry we didn't want to be Agito. :P)

He also claims he is more experienced and fit to run a clan. (And called us all stupid and incompetent in the process). Reason being? "I'm lvl 93 lol." Are you serious? That doesn't mean shit. A leech can hit lvl 93 no problem, if they always have a party. (See: Agito, demongirl666, New Moon Daisoujou's). Ayaki is still lvl 86, and I've been told many occasions, including by his own ex girlfriend, that I'm way better at it than he is. (Skill/common sense > level). She even said that it was awkward to do speeds with him because, he couldn't clear the rooms fast enough like I could. (Come on. MB is not that hard. ;>>). With that being said, he doesn't take advice well either. When I was with him in a speed run, I suggested using SA to save time when the Koppa-Tengus dodged your shots. He said he'd rather not because, he doesn't like being SA locked. I in return, suggested that rapid is fast enough to kill something even if you are locked, which I have experienced many times. He did not take this very well. Apparently I'm too dumb to give him suggestions about rapid, cuz I don't have a lvl 93 alt. (This was before lvl 97 cap btw). And I have also heard other instances where dope wasn't a nice "team player".

So even with all that in mind, he even went one step further, to have a personal beef with me. He claims that I was trying to take his girlfriend away from him. He was also pretty angry that I was there for her when he was harassing her, talking to her and helping her through it. He said something to the affect: What are you her protector now? (Sounds like an abusive boyfriend, no?)

So with all these lame personal issues, he managed to turn around and make it about the clan. How we needed to "fix the clan", and how he should become a sub and run it. Uhhhh.........

First, what was wrong with it? Second, who in their right mind goes from "I has issues with my girlfriend QQ" to "this clan sucks and needs my superior guidance to fix it" ? IT MAKES NO SENSE! Your insecurities have NOTHING to do with this clan. Fuck off. End of story.

After he left, he PMed me for a long while, about how I'm ignorant and I don't care about people. What a load of crap. I don't even need to write anything here to defend myself.

So that was the beginning of the end. That cluster fuck of QQing shouldn't have done anything to us, but unfortunately, it did.

From there, things slowly began to go downhill. A lot of people began to quit Megaten. (And they were right for doing so. o.o; ). So in turn, the solid core that was Rambo began to fall apart. People started to become less and less interested. Lots of events were planned with awesome prizes, but no one cared to show up. (This led to more dope QQing. Shampoo collected the most Oni horns for the clan, but dope, for some reason, felt like he should have had first prize. W/e...). Then Daisoujou camping was born. That alone made another big rift between clannies. One night we had a submaster meeting planned. Then date and time was planned 2 weeks prior. So Mizu and I showed up. Yang and Ayumi were on, but they were too busy camping for hours for the meeting. Simplified: Losing their camp spot was more important than their clan. So the meeting never happened, after Mizu and I waited for hours into the night for New Moon to end. That little story alone should tell you why I hate Daisoujou's. Yang's enhancer isn't even that good, but it's lvl 95 now. Seriously? (I like Royces B/S/T thread on Cerberus Barter. S> Dignity to New Moon Daisoujou campers).

So everyone lost interest, or got fed up, and in the end, it was me trying to run the clan by myself. Mizu was finishing school so he was never on (which I don't blame him for), and all Yang and Ayumi did was camp camp camp!

Then Kishow comes back. He was a member of Rambo who joined when it was first made. He was cool, and I was happy he returned. But a couple of days later, he made a complete 180. Ayumi had made him a sub while she was away for the week at her friends. It was only so he could invite one of his friends. Problem is, she didn't unsub him after he did that. That alone was Ayumi's biggest mistake.

First, he caused a ton of drama over Nocturne, which included calling the sweetest girl in the world a greedy whore. Then, he started recruiting a lot of people. So I asked him if they were level 25? He said no. So I told him to invite people that were level 25 or higher from then on. Why? That was a clear clan rule, and it's unfair for the people who had to level before they joined. And come on, level 25 is not hard. He snapped on me, and I even apologized for being hard on him. A few hours later, I see him kicking Shampoos alt from Rambo. So I tell him to stop, and he goes on a massive kicking spree, until he kicks 30 people. We had to call Ayumi on her cellphone to get on and kick him. By then it was too late. Right before he left, he said to me, "That's what you get for fucking with me." Are you fucking serious? Later I find out Kishow didn't know it was me because, I was on Suelita when I asked him to please recruit level 25 and higher. Even so, I don't give a fuck who tells you! I would have still been equally as upset if I logged on later to find half the clan gone! And way to over-react, don't you think? I ask you to do one thing, and even apologize afterwords, for you to do something like that? Ayumi asked me if I could ever forgive him. My answer is clearly a big fat no! Also, Ayumi got a lot of criticism for not being hard on him. Just showed how much she really cared about what happened to her clan.

So a couple of days after that, I left. No point in saving something that no one cared to save, but me. After I left, Rambo was officially dead. (Says a friend who stuck around a few days after I left, only to follow me to Cyberia).

So that's basically what happened. o.o That must have been a huge headache to read. It was all a ton of retarded bullshit drama, that shouldn't haven even happened. I thought we were all grown-ups here. Apparently not. ;>>

W/e. Moving on now~